Subject: blinking red lights

Mood: dumpy
Music: Chevelle's "The Red"

A lot has been going on lately, and I haven't been writing that much. Haven't been online a heck of a lot either. That's a good thing, right?

I was just in North Carolina last week for the AWESOME Winston Cup and Busch Series previews. SOOO rocked!!! But now I don't care about doing work anymore. I'm tired of doing it their way anyway, so I'm more likely to be myself this week. Again, a good thing, right?

More time with friends. That can only be a good thing. Unless you've got my friends and are weakminded. They screw with my head, which is what I need, but then I start all over again. I don't think I can afford that one more time.

I get to go to school tonight. Imagine my joy. I've been playing video games and goofying off in general lately, so I haven't done my classwork. Oh well.

I'm so sick of school and so afraid of the real world. Pathetic.

- dearjoan

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