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Saturday, August 31st 2002 2:28am


Subject: Can I kiss your dopamine?

Mood: ignored
Music: Red Hot Chili Peppers' "Venice Queen"

Lately I feel invisible and that I don't matter. I can't say "like" I don't matter, 'cause it might be true. Everything social I've done lately has been alone. Lot of movie watching and reading and Internet stuff, and right now I'm IMing someone. My whole world is virtual. I should just go away, but I'm a coward.

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