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Tuesday, April 22nd 2003 9:08pm


Subject: three forked road

Mood: lazy
Music: Chili Peppers tunes

Is it odd just to like to go to the bathroom? Just to make the trip there - not what you're thinking. Whenever I'm just somewhere, work or school or whatnot, I like to just walk there. Not at home. When I'm home, I never want to get off my rear and go. Anywhere.

Maybe it's restlessness. Maybe it's because it's the one thing you can do, and people won't question it. Nature calls. I NEED to go there. It's not like eating either, another necessity, but often associated with glutony. You're not a bad person if you go to the bathroom too much.

I used to never go. I went twice a day, when I absolutely needed to. Now I'm there all the time at work. You can't blame me for it. It's just what I do.

Probably just finding another way to be lazy. I think of it as a strange way of enjoying life. I just enjoy that walk.

- dearjoan

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